me and aly got in a fight about me smoking again. she said "i'll leave u if u start again." she always say stuff like that. you know the kind of stuff i'm talking about. the big dramatic statements that end up putting her in a bigger hole then she can get her self out of. i love her more then i even understand but after the girls i've been through. . . lets just say i don't like being told pick me or i'm leaving i'd much rather her leave. i don't love ciggs more then her. i just want i cigg ever once in a while. she say its just like a long drawn out suicide. she figures that between the ciggs and all the fights i'm going to die tomorrow. i understand her concerns but I’ve already given up so much for this relationship i've stop drinking fight and sleeping over at random people’s house. i fucking cut off all contact with friends and ex's for this woman and now it's ciggs. what else does she want a kidney. i mean what the fuck has she givin up for this.